I have an unfamiliar feeling of uncertainty.
In the last cycle of the earths orbit iv been in this non excitant world I made up.
Witch I’m recently noticing is not real.
I’m surrounded by an adult world with the mind set of a young teenage girl.
I have the feeling that things are about to get out of the ordinary for me.
My world’s spinning between the two feelings.
I hid behind the things I have.
Behind this adult world I hid my inner feelings of wanting to just be free and not have a care in the world.
But yet at the exact moment in time I hide behind the things like friends and loves and fun by reacting as thou I was in the adult world.
To any other human mind this wouldn’t make much sense I’m sure.
Unless your in the years of growing up.
Not the growing up where you get your heart broken and high school sucks.
The growing up where you’re your own mother and father all in one.
You have to set the rules.
You need to be able to say no.
as an adult your most likely to ask “and your point?” everyone goes through it.
But do we as a people over look this cycle a little too easily?
Do we really need to be 18 years old fresh out of high school with a full time job just to be able to go to college?
Or should we be able to be the teenagers we are and just have fun and enjoy the fact we have the energy to be out all night and have on going fun?